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[22 Mar 2005|07:05am] |
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all you guys do is bitch whine and complain. youre almost all 18 or older, thats fuckin pathetic. at least whine in a real journal that no one reads. the people who sit here and complain about what is said in other peoples journals are sad too. just get out of the house and get a fuckin life. no one cares about you in real life, let alone the internet.
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[22 Jan 2005|12:55am] |
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lately my days consist of school, goldeneye, cecily, dave, erick and random shit. for instance, today i went to jump on my kitchen counter for no reason at all. my toes slipped off and my shins scraped all the way down it. i know have gashes and HUGE bruises on both shins. of course all i could do was laugh. another example, erick climbs on to the hood of my car. big mistake. i begin going 30mph and slamming the brakes, then going about 25mph reverse and slamming the brakes. his head hit the windsheild so hard. i love cecily and i need to ride my fucking bike.
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[14 Jan 2005|06:45am] |
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last few days were boring. dont remember much. yesterday woke up late when to school, though i had to be there by 1050, got there at 1049 and found out i had to be there by 1000. so basically i was counted absnet but still went to school and did nothing so w/e. afterword i was real pumped for sayervlile, i dropped cec off and headed home. found out dave was too sick so it was just me and erk. met up with dan eckerd but it was too wet to ride. went home, wrote music, argued with cec, went to sleep. today i woke up to the sound of silence. i lean over to turn my cd player on and BAM alarm goes off on the clock right in my face. scared the shit out of me. its raining like hell. im writing this before 7am. bye
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[10 Jan 2005|03:32pm] |
today was a pretty good day. it started with me rockin out to slayer on the way to cecilys haha.. i brought her to school early and said 'im not comin in till later cause i have stuff to do' so i went out and bought her a boquet of flowers, a card, and a sugar cookie scented candle and hid it all in her locker. she seemed to like it haha. its good to do random things for your love.
school was boring but we got out like 10 minutes early for no reason at all.
now i think i will go ride with wayne.
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[10 Jan 2005|07:01am] |
hm
so i wake up and i feel completely different than i did last night.
fuck.
my plan is failing. im sad again.
i get to see cecily in 30 minutes. i am happy for that. i have a surprise for her today...
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[10 Jan 2005|12:05am] |
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i decided to start writin in this jam again..
ill start by sayin ive NEVER seen so much drama in one high school. whewwwww crazy shit. i almost miss people. i miss luke cause i said the word jams.. that was his word.i miss eveyrone always haha.
operation beagoodboyfriend has started tonight at 12"06 am. i need to make cecily want me back.. and i know just what to do.. well a few thhings anyway.. i need to be the kid i used to be back in the manalapan days.. f freehold. oyea mike ragussa is a pussy who needs to get his ass kicked.
i feel like goin crazy and door checkin stuff with dave. thatd be sick. i always miss sean hes always chill when hes not whining ;) hahaha speaking of which i stole this from his jounral... oh ya... i love cecily salinas!
( Read more... )
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[12 Dec 2004|10:22am] |
does anyone still read this?
im completely ready to end high school and die. by die of course i mean go to brookdale, take classes and work, finish brookdale, work for 40 more years, have no kids or wife and die. fuck this place. fuck meeting new people, fuck school, fuck relationships, and fuck disrespect. im so bad at dealing with any of them.
especially relationships. i get too serious i guess. i wish i started one where if it ended, that would be fine and we could both be friends but that will never happen. especailly now because out of nowhere ive become this jealous protective boyfriend. but thats because i dont want anyone fucking stealing her from me. she means so much to me. everytime someone disrespects her, i want to smash their fukcin face in even though she hardly ever realizes it because shes a girl and girls dont see when guys show disrespect to try and get with them. we fight a lot about the lack of affection though. im a pretty emo guy when it comes down to being with girls and i dont think i can stand a relationship where i am the only one like that. i mean thats what i want relationships for. to make me feel special and shit. i promised myself this is the last time i try in high school though. if this doesnt work, nothing will, so fuck it.
jesusgetyourgun is done basically. well everyones idea of it anyway. were just going to become a new full band. dave on guitar (i think), james bartley on bass, and gregg teutonico on drums, me on vocals and eventually another guitarist. everyone is really skilled besides me so i dont think it will be long until we put out some music and play shows.
work isnt bad. i work at the fucking mall metal capital of the world. everyone who shops at spencers is fucking gay.
more later
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[17 Nov 2004|07:06am] |
im writing this before school at 7 06 am.
a member of my best friend daves close family passed away yesterday morning.
please give him and his family the sympathy and understanding they need at a dark hour like this.
i knew rob and he was funny as hell. i always saw him around. its terrible that we have to lose a great person like this.
im here for you dave.
'we will shed this blood, these tears, for those who have fallen.'
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[06 Nov 2004|08:04am] |
my girlfriend has singlehandedly become the most confusing person alive.
alright it just got too fucking cold out, warm up dammit.
my car is fixed but they dicked me over so i have to earn 150 more dollars.
my dog is dragging her ass on the carpet. my mom says her analsac is itching.
analsac.
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[26 Oct 2004|09:22am] |
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im sitting here waiting for daves lazy ass to wake up so we can go ride like planned.
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[06 Oct 2004|04:01am] |
maybe it isnt that bad.
jesus get your gun is about to record. another band is also starting including me on vocals, dave and mike kirk on guitar and phil dioria on drums. should be sick.
on the ep we should have the oxford massacre, virgins taste like bacardi starring r kelly, you were an accident, but its ok! i couldve killed you, and one other. definitely ask about it.
anyone want us to play any shows?
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[02 Oct 2004|08:40am] |
so my girlfriend goes away for a week in a little over an hour. what does that make me?
lonely, depressed, bored and worried.
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[30 Sep 2004|08:46pm] |
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have you ever knelt to such a coward? a colonoscopy can lead to bronchospasms and a sore throat but when the egg comes first, who is there to nourish it? never ever has this meant so much to the colony. or is it...kolyneux? it doesnt seem to matter much, the bond is there. thats all a child ever asked for, right?
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[28 Sep 2004|05:59pm] |
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i pray the secretary follows the temple of medusa on a stick impaled, well, the silhouette of which anyway. in and only in dimly lit kitchens, solstice is called for.
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[28 Sep 2004|05:13pm] |
live journal now.
she leaves at 3, stone babies shed crystalized salt molded into tear drops. a shade of crimson lies hospitalized in a penitentiary. scarlette is seen from this viewpoint on her left side, bleeding out onto the living room floor, disregarded. what she once was. what she couldve been. what she could be. everyone steps around the issue like a spill of mop water, only a small inconvenience. i see now it is more than that.
oh the glory of sweet metaphors.
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[19 Sep 2004|03:21pm] |
naturallyjaded
[Describe your]
x. [Wallet] i dont use one but i have a standard brown one
x. [Hairbrush] none
x. [Toothbrush/TEETH] varies
x. [Jewelry worn daily] live fast die young necklace
x. [Blanket] blue/red
x. [Coffee cup] none
x. [Sunglasses] mcmonagles glasses
x. [Shoes] orchid
x. [Favorite shirt] dead memory or my cowboy button up red one
x. [CD in stereo right now] this day forward - in response
x. [Tattoos] none
x. [Body Piercings] lip/chin
x. [What you are wearing now:] jeans, fbm sweatshirt, hellonearth shirt
x. [Hair] black curly and long
x. [Do you like candles] do you like sugar?
x. [Do you believe in love] yes i do
x. [Do you believe in soul mates] i guess.. like friends.
x. [Do you believe in love at first sight] no
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] burned
x. [What are you gonna do when you're older?] ride my bike and make music
x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?] over 2 thousand
x. [What band are you listening to now?] denali
x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see] a bush.. a nice one
x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?] mr daniels
x. [What is the longest you've ever stayed up?] allll night
[When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled?] now
x. [Laughed?] at mr daniels.
x. [Cried?] a while ago
x. [Bought] a while ago hhaa
x. [Danced?] recently
x. [Were sarcastic?] i cant remember
x. [Had a nightmare?] cant remember
x. [Last book you read] part of that one that i forgot the name
x. [Last movie you saw] do not remember
x. [Last thing you had to drink?] twister
x. [Last thing you had to eat] chili and a bagel
x. [How many fillings do you have?] 0
x. [Do you look like any celebrities?] tom molyneux
[ Fashion ]
x. [Do you wear a watch?] if i had one
x. [How many coats and jackets do you own?] a few
x. [Favorite pants color?] blue jeans
x. [Most expensive item of clothing?] shoes
x. [Describe your style in one word] what ever i feel like "being" that day
[ Your Friends ]
x. [do your friends know you?] yeah they do
x. [Are there traits in you that are universally liked?] doubtful
x. [How many people do you tell everything to?] dave sean joe
[ Music/TV/Books ]
x. [Favorite band ever?] well at this second its denali but it will change in another second
x. [Most listened to bands?] nag hamadi, converge, this day forward
x. [Do you find any musicians good-looking?] i dont really care what they look like
x. [Type of music most listened to?] everything plus a little more hardcore
x. [Favorite book?] i dont care
[ General Questions ]
x. [What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?] i usually get away with enjoying the weather either way
x. [Do you consider yourself lucky?] yes, in both good and bad ways, things happen to me that dont happen to other people
x. [Choose one word to describe how you feel most often] lately ive been anxious to live the next day.. im happy about that
x. [Do you own any plaid clothing?] of course
x. [Is there more than one zipper in your pants?] haha no
x. [Do you own braces?] teeth braces? i used to
x. [Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?] no unless its puffy
x. [Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?] no
x. [Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?] no
x. [Do you own a bandanna?] no but davey does
x. [Are you amused by safety pins] no
x. [Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?] of course, what am i rich?
[Habits/beliefs ]
x. [Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?] sometimes
x. [Are you an anarchist?] no
x. [Are you vegan/vegetarian?] somewhat
x. [Do you think meat is murder?] technically it is but i cant say i care anymore, because war is murder too
x. [Have you ever slept in an alley or park?] yes
x. [Do you wash your hair less than once a week?] every day
x. [Have you ever gone a week without a shower?] yea
x. [Age] 17
x. [Birthday] 5 1 87
x. [Sign] taurus
x. [Location] englishtown
x. [Status] very very taken
x. [Crush] jennie margeret
x. [Natural hair color] brown
x. [Current hair color] black
x. [Eye color] brown. wow, i suck.
x. [Height] 6 1 ish
x. [Shoe size] 13
x. [Parents] 1
x. [Siblings] 0
x. [Live with] .
[favorites]
x. [Number] 28
x. [Color] blood red (not trying to be tough, i just like that red)
x. [Day] friday
x. [Movie] haha
x. [Food] pizza
x. [Season] fall
x. [Class] drama
x. [Drink] twister or code red
x. [Veggie] creamed spinach
x. [TV Show] none
x. [Radio] NONE FUCK THE RADIOOOO ARRGGG (this anger stems in the fact that my car has nothing but radio)
x. [Store] blades
x. [Word(s)] lose
x. [Animal] cats theyre fucking bad ass but still gay, dogs are awesome
x. [Flower] cold beer
[this or that]
x. [Me/You] me
x. [Coke/Pepsi] pepsi
x. [Day/night] day
x. [CD/cassette] cassettes caus they dont scratch
x. [DVD/VHS] vhs for the same reason
x. [Jeans/khakis] JEANS
x. [Car/truck] truck
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[12 Sep 2004|09:53pm] |
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last night mike kirk who plays guitar in my band got drunk with little dave, they stole a bottle of vodka from some guys front yard and ran down the street to the old trails with it. they were already drunk and the guy comes back and questions them about the bottle and says if youre honest you wont get hurt. so theyre cool about it, and they admit. then out of nowhere the guys friend comes up, tackles mike and starts punching and kicking him IN THE FACE. the guy tried to gouge out his eyes and break his arms. mike is so fucked up. then the guys friend tried to pull him off, and the guy went nuts and charged mike again. then a group of people pulled him off, mike started running, and then all of a sudden, the guy throws everyone off of him and HITS LITTLE DAVE IN THE BACK WITH MIKES BOARD. everyone went to the police station. mike is charged with theft and criminal trespassing, and all the guy got was simple assault. mike is 14, the guy is 40. he has a daughter in mikes grade. the court date is tuesday.
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[09 Sep 2004|07:07am] |
ok so shesh anging out with him today and shes mad because she dosent know why i am mad. well its funny, because she or anyone never will understand.
this situation reflects my whole life. ive been backstabbed, cheated, and betrayed by every friend ive ever had. whether ive forgotten them or forgiven them, it has happened. and this kid, well he pretty much sums up my life. he can talk shit on my and my girlfriend or two closest friends wont back me up. he can hang out with her and drive her home whenever he wants. her sister has flat out told me, "he comes first." it makes me feel so great inside. my life is summed up by some fucking scumbag who "comes before me". im sick of this shit. i talked to emma and kevin v last night for a good hour and it made me realize so much about who the fuck i am. any reason people look down on me or think less of me, is because i look down on myself. why? well i blame it on my past, but im sick of excuses. i have a lot more confidence now and i refused to be picked under someone "better". THATS why im mad. if you cant understand that then dont even worry about it because obviously it isnt your problem.
im sick of having someone mad at me because they dont understand why im fucking upset. im not letter anyone step on me ever again. im not talking shit without saying it to their face. and every last person i have a problem with is getting their face dealt to them. not him though. hes going to learn that "tom fuckin molyneux" isnt going to be pushed down and picked under him. hes getting it a lot worse, hes going to learn some fucking respect.
you take this for exactly what it says, dont manipulate it in any way.
end.
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[07 Sep 2004|09:39pm] |
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i want everyone to make jen feel special from now on. why? because she is amazing and deserves it!!
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